L i t e r a t u r e

Defenseless

lord you lift me in battle~ lost in contentment~ my arrogance a blind fold~ to my disillusionment~ defenseless~ my voice to you~ you leave me breathless~ in the midst of battle~ so take this~ and the battle rages on~ it rages on and on~ you wanted my attention~ here I am~ cold and all alone again~ and again~ and the battle rages on~ it rages on and on~ and I trust in you my friend~ and I will trust you till the end~ and I trust in you my friend~ I will trust you till the end~ trust in you

From Someone Whose Been There

from someone whose been there~ please let me explain~ it’s not worth all you could have been~ don’t throw it all away~ I’ve been down that road before~ there’s nothing there but pain~ my retrospect is perfect and~ you can’t live life that way~ from someone whose been there~ please let me explain~ it’s not worth all you never wanted~ push it all away~ things will fall apart~ no matter what they say~ don’t be like my former self~ and don’t make my same mistake

Glass Box

I wish things were different ~why can’t things be different?~ I made it this way~ there’s one fear I hold inside~ I’m so scared that I~ I won’t recover this time~ outside looking through the glass~ I see it all~ long to return to days gone past~ each time I fall~ I cry out for help~ except that no one can hear~ I shed tears alone~ I’m overcome with my fear~ in my glass box~ it’s like they don’t see~ I see all of them~ but they wont look at me~ can’t help falling day to day so~ someone tell me~ what happened to yesterday?~ break my heart and tear it into pieces~ save me from myself because I cant live like this~ absence of a conscience~ proves that I am guilty~ emotionless and cold from this immorality~ life will never be the same~ from this moment on~ everything held once so close is gone